places and times doesnt matter much.
its whoever.
Sidetrack:
idea of short backpack trip is at the back of my mind now.
hmm, but where?
Thailand?
Cambodia?
Viet?
Aust?
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
9/10 for United Sq Starbucks
United Sq Starbucks, 24hr-ed.
Maybe i could write a script here some day.
It's nice here but they do off the air con when im left alone upstairs at 4plus.
Getting back to work.
still not feeling good.
still not feeling good.
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Thank You & GoodBye ICB.
In Cold Blood.
19 Sept 2011 - 11 Dec 2011
almost 3 mths plus of preparations and filming.
My first drama production as an AD has officially ended.
Yesterday was the last day of shoot and the last shot ended at Boardway Hotel at Serangoon road at about 10.30pm
Im glad this journey was a fruitful one, i have learnt so much beyond work stuff alone.
Working hard along with stress makes you understand yourself more, allowing you to learn mistakes the hard way and teaching you what proper ways to handle human relationships.
And after these period of time, i know i still have so much more to adjust in myself.
The withdrawal syptoms seems to be kicking in now, esp when i saw my art dept kids today back at the office. Frankly, they had been part of my moral support all along. Just that i didn't let them know. I do hope they have learnt to grow up and know what they wanna do in future.
No matter what happens, i don't think i'll forget them.
And to my 2nd AD, looking back at that day i brought you to office to discuss this project, time really flies and it almost felt like its suppose to be a tmr's thingy.
Nv did i thot that we could work on this proj together and having you in this industry. I'll never forget that day (^___^)
I hope you have enjoyed this lil side track part of your life.
And also not forgetting some friends for keeping i made in this team.
Tracy, a lovely lady who always dotes on us, lil poor kids.
Josclynne, a totally uncaught for big sister that enjoys her acquaintance with us as much as she enjoys heavy rock music & dark romance. She saved my life like a million times.
Zhen Hai, a guy who doesn't seem like the type i could click with but we did pretty fine.
Teri & Danial, i would say... dirty lil bastards they are.. in a funny way. but i like. hahaha.
Ler and David, 2 different working style directors that allows noob suggestions inputs from me. I have learnt a lot from you 2.
19 Sept 2011 - 11 Dec 2011
almost 3 mths plus of preparations and filming.
My first drama production as an AD has officially ended.
Yesterday was the last day of shoot and the last shot ended at Boardway Hotel at Serangoon road at about 10.30pm
Im glad this journey was a fruitful one, i have learnt so much beyond work stuff alone.
Working hard along with stress makes you understand yourself more, allowing you to learn mistakes the hard way and teaching you what proper ways to handle human relationships.
And after these period of time, i know i still have so much more to adjust in myself.
The withdrawal syptoms seems to be kicking in now, esp when i saw my art dept kids today back at the office. Frankly, they had been part of my moral support all along. Just that i didn't let them know. I do hope they have learnt to grow up and know what they wanna do in future.
No matter what happens, i don't think i'll forget them.
And to my 2nd AD, looking back at that day i brought you to office to discuss this project, time really flies and it almost felt like its suppose to be a tmr's thingy.
Nv did i thot that we could work on this proj together and having you in this industry. I'll never forget that day (^___^)
I hope you have enjoyed this lil side track part of your life.
And also not forgetting some friends for keeping i made in this team.
Tracy, a lovely lady who always dotes on us, lil poor kids.
Josclynne, a totally uncaught for big sister that enjoys her acquaintance with us as much as she enjoys heavy rock music & dark romance. She saved my life like a million times.
Zhen Hai, a guy who doesn't seem like the type i could click with but we did pretty fine.
Teri & Danial, i would say... dirty lil bastards they are.. in a funny way. but i like. hahaha.
Ler and David, 2 different working style directors that allows noob suggestions inputs from me. I have learnt a lot from you 2.
Well, 人聚人散 , 天下没有不散的宴席。
Am really Thankful for all these.
This project played an impt role in my life,
it got Dewei going
it defines Dewei more
it matured Dewei
it showed Dewei what path he can or will take.
Thank You.
Thursday, December 08, 2011
一个人的 Starbucks
一杯热的 English Breakfast tea
一杯冰
静静的 starbucks cafe.
很有 feel 的 圣诞爵士
不知道 为什么， 就吸引住了我。
让我在这待了好久好久
这几个钟头的 silent hours, 在这繁忙吵闹的城市里，
很难的， 很特别。
容易让人(我)着迷。
还以为自己没想要喝热茶，外要了一杯冰来，
结果也溶成了水。
Silent hours 也要结束了
还会有这样的机会吧, i hope.
Good nite. =]
一杯冰
静静的 starbucks cafe.
很有 feel 的 圣诞爵士
不知道 为什么， 就吸引住了我。
让我在这待了好久好久
这几个钟头的 silent hours, 在这繁忙吵闹的城市里，
很难的， 很特别。
容易让人(我)着迷。
还以为自己没想要喝热茶，外要了一杯冰来，
结果也溶成了水。
Silent hours 也要结束了
还会有这样的机会吧, i hope.
Good nite. =]
Thursday, November 17, 2011
the most beautiful doesn't come from your iPhone or iPad, it's what's alive and around you.
Take your eyes off your screen once in awhile.
cos you might not know what you have been missing..
cos you might not know what you have been missing..
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Sponge Theory
I always had this theory in my head, a simple one. Now im just expanding it and also because someone inspired me to note it down.
Our Brain is like a sponge, just everyone has different size.
There is a limited amount of water you can store inside for a very limited time only.
If you stored a huge amt of water already and its becoming "full", you will not be able to absorb any more.
In order to absorb more, you have to squeeze a fair amount out in replace of the new amount absorbing in. This, i refer it as sharing or.. willing to learn new stuff.
Simply put, through sharing and teaching you will learn new things from it and to learn totally new stuff, you have to forget some of the old ones.
Sponge works better when you keep using it.
If you don't use it at all with all the water inside it, as you leave it there, water will eventually evaporate off. You end up forgetting the stuff you learnt.
Another amazing thing is, sponge, not matter how hard you squeeze. You wont get a total dry.
Those left over wets of water, represents our deep memories. It wun go no matter how hard you try.
"A sponge is able to absorb well not because it is new,but because it has squeezed its water out to be able to reabsorb as much as possible again"
Our Brain is like a sponge, just everyone has different size.
There is a limited amount of water you can store inside for a very limited time only.
If you stored a huge amt of water already and its becoming "full", you will not be able to absorb any more.
In order to absorb more, you have to squeeze a fair amount out in replace of the new amount absorbing in. This, i refer it as sharing or.. willing to learn new stuff.
Simply put, through sharing and teaching you will learn new things from it and to learn totally new stuff, you have to forget some of the old ones.
Sponge works better when you keep using it.
If you don't use it at all with all the water inside it, as you leave it there, water will eventually evaporate off. You end up forgetting the stuff you learnt.
Another amazing thing is, sponge, not matter how hard you squeeze. You wont get a total dry.
Those left over wets of water, represents our deep memories. It wun go no matter how hard you try.
if its a bad memory and the person can't forget it, one cliche way of saying; the sponge has to come out of the dark side.. look towards the bright side and go towards it (I DUN MEAN DYING!) because once you reach the brighter place, it will evaporate away. And ready to reabsorb life again.
I even prepare this line for my interview if that makes me a better and remarkable employee to have.
Describe yourself bla bla.
"...i think i am like a big sponge, i love to share in order to learn more.. =]"
I even prepare this line for my interview if that makes me a better and remarkable employee to have.
Describe yourself bla bla.
"...i think i am like a big sponge, i love to share in order to learn more.. =]"
Well i just hope no idiot would slap me back with "oh so you got limited space la?"
nabey. as if you have a brain size of the universe.
Anyway to this girl im dedicating this post & quote to,
Your courage and willingness to even try squeezing yourself almost dry in order to learn whatever you are doing now and not knowing whatever it might bring you, is one of the reason i admire you for. If you sensed that i do not trust you at all, you are in grave wrong. For all those times you tricked me into your lil pranks.. i still do trust you with my life.. and my hair, let alone 'straight away' things such as your work ethic?
I hope to have your trust soon too. em. :)
nabey. as if you have a brain size of the universe.
Anyway to this girl im dedicating this post & quote to,
Your courage and willingness to even try squeezing yourself almost dry in order to learn whatever you are doing now and not knowing whatever it might bring you, is one of the reason i admire you for. If you sensed that i do not trust you at all, you are in grave wrong. For all those times you tricked me into your lil pranks.. i still do trust you with my life.. and my hair, let alone 'straight away' things such as your work ethic?
I hope to have your trust soon too. em. :)
"A sponge is able to absorb well not because it is new,
Tuesday, October 04, 2011
you appeared as both the reason why i sometimes hope/dont hope for 20th Dec 2012.
but the 'not hoping for' is stronger... actually much much stronger when the thought resurfaced itself in my mind.
so many .. that i wish we could experienced, amazed, indulged, delighted, awed, entertained, luxuriated, savored, appreciated,cherished, cachinnated.. together.
sho many.. sho many..
but the 'not hoping for' is stronger... actually much much stronger when the thought resurfaced itself in my mind.
sho many.. sho many..
041011.
Monday, October 03, 2011
I don't want KitKats.
You know when you are working long hours on something like working in front of computer..you need breaks, so some people need some things to motivate or 'company' them to work at a constant energy level.
Like smokers smokes, range from every 15min - 1 hr interval per stick.
This kinda 'motivation breaks' you know?
And i have been thinking for some time already, since im not a smoker and i dont see the reason to pick up that habit.. what else can i do?
Eating?
that would be like back to nafa days, snacks all around the table.
Worst, i'll get blardy fat. NOPE.
Surf Net, Youtube?
Once you start, you cant stop. Unless you have a very short list of bookmarked sites. T_T
Watch Porn?
Too time consuming. Let alone those self shot 3mins ones too, cos You Won't Just Watch One.
and.. yea who knows whats after that. heh. that would tired one out too. Lol.
Exercise?
Not a bad idea, i am trying to adopt this method here but doesn't work as always. I mean.. can be quite boring and sometimes you just tired yourself more. Then again like i said, I'm trying to adopt this method.
Like smokers smokes, range from every 15min - 1 hr interval per stick.
This kinda 'motivation breaks' you know?
And i have been thinking for some time already, since im not a smoker and i dont see the reason to pick up that habit.. what else can i do?
Eating?
that would be like back to nafa days, snacks all around the table.
Worst, i'll get blardy fat. NOPE.
Surf Net, Youtube?
Once you start, you cant stop. Unless you have a very short list of bookmarked sites. T_T
Watch Porn?
Too time consuming. Let alone those self shot 3mins ones too, cos You Won't Just Watch One.
and.. yea who knows whats after that. heh. that would tired one out too. Lol.
Exercise?
Not a bad idea, i am trying to adopt this method here but doesn't work as always. I mean.. can be quite boring and sometimes you just tired yourself more. Then again like i said, I'm trying to adopt this method.
WHAT ELSE???
Yes i am practising to be focus and concentrate on my assignment but I NEED BREAKS TOO.
Yes i am practising to be focus and concentrate on my assignment but I NEED BREAKS TOO.
I need a solution!.. argh.
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